If you had ever told me that, in this day and age, with all the highlight shows, with the internet and everything, that the all-time home run record would fall and I wouldn’t see the highlights for about 20 hours, I’d have said you’re nuts.
But that is what happened. Barry Bonds broke Hank Aaron’s record on the West Coast late Tuesday and I just saw the highlight—on The Golf Channel of all places—around 9 p.m. tonight.
I didn’t really care to see it, or try to see it. Plus I’ve been busy with two interesting guys from New Rochelle who were batboys on the 1977 Yankees and gave me their reviews of ESPN’s “The Bronx is Burning” miniseries for a column I wrote for The Journal News and LoHud.com tomorrow.
But I am having some odd feelings about Bonds lately. I feel sorry for him, well, just a little bit. I think we have all piled on him because he’s a jerk, a big donkey, as a human being and as a teammate. That’s in addition to being a cheater. And, yeah, I know, I know, he’s never been proven to have cheated.
Please.
The guy cheated. He told the Grand Jury that he cheated. He doesn’t deny that he cheated. An entire book was written about all the dirty details of his cheating, and he didn’t argue it and he didn’t sue the pants off the authors. He cheated. He will never, ever, be caught by testing. But he’s guilty.
Yet I wonder. I wonder if, personality (and all the family transgressions) aside, we would look at him differently had he not cheated.
Imagine it this way. Bonds was averaging around 40 homers a year (Hank Aaron numbers) before he cheated. He was headed to the Hall of Fame anyway. He was one of the greatest players to ever have lived. If he hadn’t cheated, and say, instead of hitting those 73 homers in 2001, he’d hit only 43.
Then this year he might be passing Babe Ruth’s 714, and if he’d done that without cheating, he’d probably be on a pedestal. He’d probably be exalted.
You could say that the only reason he didn’t keep hitting anything like 73 homers in the subsequent years was that pitchers stopped pitching to him. But if he hadn’t juiced up and gotten so big and mighty, and hadn’t hit 73, then pitchers would have pitched to him those years, and maybe his totals would have been s imilar to the 46, 45, and 45 homers he hit the next three seasons.
And if not? If his home run totals dipped as if he were a normal human being in his 40s? So what? He’d have, what, 660 home runs like his Godfather, Willie Mays. He’s be one of the greatest players ever, one of the greatest home run hitters. We might still dislike him, but we’d respect him. And we’d look forward to that day in Cooperstown when he went into the Hall, unanimously on the first ballot, instead of with all sorts of vote controversy and disdain.
Sadly, Barry Bonds could have been an immortal by doing less.